Okay So I Overacted..

So here is what i have been up too lately
there been a lot of shit going on in my life that hasn't been so positive
i promised myself that i would never let myself get down over a girl ever again
second i now have to worry about keeping my job
third my family is fucked up beyond repair.

Here is where i go into dept

Chapter One: Girl Talk

the end.

Chapter Two: I was looking for a job and i found one

Heaven knows i am miserable now. So let me tell about my job. where do i start well i work for direct t.v but i got hired through
an agency. so the agency is called addeco (which i wish would fucking burn in hell) and the company is called celestica and there client is direct t.v. any ways this week is a tough one they recently got rid of third shift. there is about 70 or more people working the third shift at my job. there is 3 shifts i work the second shift minus all this shit they got rid of third shift and now they are firing people up the ass like Nazi against Jews. i have a big mouth and i talk back to my boss a lot ( i am very sarcastic) so i hope i don't get fired for being fucking Charles Bronson.

Chapter Three:

i am already tired and i drank 4 pints of beer before hand fuck well i was going to go into dept about how fucked up my family is but ill make it short my family is not normal. when we offer things to each other well fucking check if they spit on it or if its broken,burned,poisoned etc. were all seriously fucking crazy. there is always a fist fight in my household mainly between my brothers. oh well though that's just how we are were always confrontational. i am honestly the one that doesnt gives a fuck if i am not included in a family activity. for i just don't care. its not teenage rebellion shit i just have always been like that. i cant even remember the last time Ive told my mom that i loved her or goodnight. its just really hard for me to show affection even towards my own family. well i know my mom doesn't even know what this site is about but i love you mom and the reason why i get up every morning to get up to work is so that i can at least try to help you out at the house with rent its the least i can do . i hope that if you ever find someone that you fall in love with that you will make your own path because you deserve to be treated like a princess after all the shit you have been through. i promise ill stop drinking and smoking so much i don't fuck with pills that much anymore so dont worry about me as much ill be fine and i promise if i ever make it big in anything that i waste my time on such as art or music that ill buy you a big pink house so you don't ever have to lift a finger again.